mom: *knocks on door*
me: just a second don’t come i—
05.27.14 @ 00:03♥20619
"My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone."
American Psycho (2000)
Why is this child? Why did God created? That’s all I’ve always wondered. What does it mean? It has to have a meaning. Everything has a meaning. What is his meaning? Why is Billy(my son) here? I don’t know.
Many years ago, there was a member of our family that has handicap children, and she went to church and asked the priest, “Why me?” And the priest said to her, “Don’t you know God looks over the world to give these problems to and he never gives them to anyone we can’t handle?” That is very satisfying to me. I thought, ‘Okay, there’s my answer.’
Mary Calhoun, Billy’s Mother
(Children of Darkness, 1983)